i think ive hit my highest weight ever...

i feel like complete shit... i dont know what to do... someone message me on aim ...
mystischfeuer

I think I did pretty ok today ( Read more... )

today... started out great... and ended a little bad ( Read more... )

I'm just here as always. A changed person just like everytime I seem to log into this thing... It's so weird... I think that my life has slowly turned into focus. I admit I have let myself go a little bit but i'm doing my best that I can to get back into shape. I hope school works out for me... I really do. With that. Tooda loo

why do you take down my body like a beggar ( Read more... )

Back to you ( Read more... )

i did so bad this weekend... tomorrow im gonna start a seven week diet since its monday. soooo bring it the fuck on. see if i can lose 10 pounds. hopefully more. fuckkk meee. ugh

Oh why can't I be what you need ( Read more... )

today i did slightly bad and then slightly bad, its like i dont even crave food i worked out at the gym and did all these things for my thighs, stomach, arms etc. i measured my self n it said i was 5'6 and a half, that means i can still grow wooo ... soooo im just here lonely, anyone want to chat>? mystischfeuer- aim

Every day becomes an accomplishment to me now. I feel so good knowing that day by day the less I eat the stronger my will is. Like tomorrow when I go to work, me not eating all of that food will make me better than everyone else because I can resist and they can't. They are all just a bunch of fatasses it sounds horrible but I hear everything ppl ( Read more... )