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i miss him....

fuck i suck.

LOL

So it’s really been a while since my last post. I don’t have a lot to say but I’ve been in a shitty mood lately, just depressed and stressed out I guess. I haven’t been eating properly or anything. I don’t eat much anymore. Just been all shitty feeling, like something’s wrong. I don’t really take care of myself anymore. I just don’t care anymore ( Read more... )

i dread everyday.

its really weird to think that i'll be 20 in a matter of days ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty rough day. But not that rough. My mom just left today to go live in BC because she needs to run away from all of her problems. I'll admit, I cried pretty hard when it finally hit me that she's actually leaving and I wont be able to see her for a while. But maybe she'll be happy for once? I don't know what to really say about the ( Read more... )

lol, ok. so i want a futurama tattoo. LOL. but i think i want this....: 

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I dont know why i post in this thing. who the fuck reads it.

So went to Regina this weekend. It was pretty fun. I actually had lots of fun. But my back is sore from sleeping on the floor and in the car. But that’s punk right? But punks don't have cars. Pulling teeth were awesome, both times. Withdrawal were awesome as well, both times. Was pretty bummed when I got a call saying there van had broke down. I ( Read more... )

i feel like a dick since i accepted a gift from my ex. but he owed me money and such. but i think everything is cool now. i hope everything is cool. my ex is a tool. but i wanted my money back. but i just feel like an ass. maybe i'll sell it or give it back. i dont know. but anyways ( Read more... )