you're always so far away.

Quit crying your eyes out
Baby, come on
Is there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

 And did you see her in the bottom of your glass that night? Let it rain, let it pour. did you know i'd miss you; i miss you; oh god i miss you.

Promise you will go down my neck,
Just like those pills and your cigarette.

 
I was in his arms, and he was kissing me, and
everything was fine. More than fine even.
Everything was perfect. Because i pretended he was you.
 

 i miss you a lot today. you know some days, i really forget that we even dated, and other days it just feels like i won't even make it to see tomorrow.

ugh i hate being sick, i went to the doctor i have a serious sinus infection and pink eye. yay? so no work today or tomorrow, sucks sitting at home though...then  i just think about you....or

i realize something today,
 i lost the love of my life, 
for someone who just 
wanted to fuck me.  

i know she's there.

i miss you.

i think about you everyday.

i hate that you dont want me anymore.

i love that you think i'm amazing.

i hate that i'm falling..

i'm so glad you called.

i missing your bed, i never sleep.

i hope your as happy as your pretending.

i don't know where to go from here.

you....me....me...you...me

i'm dying inside.

a love like this makes it hard to walk away..

jovan broke up with me.