Nothing could have prepared me 
for how you've become a part of me
you are in everything I do
every breath, I breathe for you 

 I want perfection
Everything must be perfect
Don't you dare fuck it up
Before I get a chance to

Looking out the window
i see cars going by on the street.
I wonder if they are moving forwards
or if I'm moving backwards?

i've taken such a romantic view of you
you'll surely never recover.

this must be why
it's never your fault.

i can't undo
these things i haven't ( Read more... )

 I'm tasting nothing but 4 words,
"please don't leave me"

 I think that's what's wrong with the world; no one says what they feel, they always hold it inside. They're sad, but they don't cry. They're happy, but they don't sing or dance. They're angry, but they don't scream. 'Cause if they do, they feel ashamed. And that's the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down and no one ( Read more... )

you make or break my day..

yay i got two a's and two b's for the semester! so glad semester is over.

so let's not pretend that your alone tonight.

i know she's there.

i didn't come this far for you to make this hard for me.
--lisa loeb, "how"

i miss the sound of your voice,
and i miss the rush of your skin;
and i miss the still of the silence
as you breathe out
and i breathe in.
--matt nathanson, "come on get higher"

if you walk away, i walk away.
first tell me which road you will take;
i don't want to risk our paths ( Read more... )

take me,
make me into everything i'm not.
give me a reason to want, to beg and whimper at the slightest touch.
dig your hands beneath my skin, chain me up ..give me the pain i so desperately crave.
i want to feel something, anything..

...just tell me i'm yours


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"...just like you'll never make me happy, i'll always make you cry."
 

so my life has been pretty lame. i wrecked my car, quit my job, got a new job, worked my ass yesterday and today. my feet hurt, no slip shoes are so uncomfortable. i'm so ready for semester to be over...i think there is a little less than three weeks left. i found out i only need like five or six more classes to get my associates. but really that's ( Read more... )

i miss the lips that made me fly...

so let's no pretend that your alone tonight. i know she's there..