Omg fuck everyone and fuck this place my dad's fucken bitching at me cause im on the computer down stairs and it woke him up tofucken bad is all i have to say is to fucken bad. Oh did i mention how much i hate angela cause i do. She can die for all i care cause i hate her. Ihave never once told her that i thought what she thought she felt with ( Read more... )

Ok so everything is good with me and Kaylin and Im really happy about that cause i love him. He really makes a big effort to make sure what ever he does im ok with. That makes me really happy. He is always amazing me. He's just the sweetest. He called me two days ago just at random cause he wanted to tell me he loved me. I love him. Hey if anyone ( Read more... )

Ok so last night I was fumming about kaylin. How he says on thing but does another. Its not often that he does it but right now he is. He was telling me how he wants to love me more and that he does not respect the female body. One of his friends read his poems and did not think he wrote that because they think he's all about sex. Which he is. He ( Read more... )

OK wow now im getting annoyed. I feel like a little of save the last dance and romeo and Juliet right now. Everyone is against us. I hate hiding us from everyone. I hate walking down the street with him holding his hand wondering is his mom coming down the street. I hate having to sneak out of the house before his mom gets home. I hate lieing day ( Read more... )

Damn im so tired. Its fucken 6 am and all ya in bed shit even m's punk ass is in bed. Last night was so much fun cause we were just chillen outside with some of her friend and me and m are stupid once it hit 4 o-clock in the morning we were walking around with lloyd and he kept saying crazy stuff and complain about how he had been with us sence ( Read more... )

Ok so im just sitting here minding my own damn buzz something he needs to learn how to do and he starts yelling at me like a dumb fuck about something i just was not listening i cant wait till i leave this jail i month exactly till i leave

Wow im so scared right now cause i have never had a crazing like this to drink and im just worryed what if i do ya know like i might lose it so right now im just gonna smoke mad ciggs just to help me keep my cool cause lately pepsi just anit doing it for me i need to go to a fucken meeting like now i need to go so bad and im really depressed right ( Read more... )

ya ok so everthing is good and now i feel better somethings i did not say but one thing at a time. So ya atleast everything is good between us so thats all that matters ya its kinda stupid that im avioding him allittle but hey i kinda just want a little space right now and when i feel the time is right i will go back but right now i just want to ( Read more... )

so ya right now i guess im just on crack. I have a great fucking relationship but at the same time i hate it. Im just so scared that my hearts going to get broken. I dont have faith in anything or anyone. I dont have trust in anyone and I like it that way. But I starting to trust him which means Im gonna let my gaurd down and Im not gonna see it ( Read more... )

ok so ya im kinda scared right now cause it scares me that i can feel so many emotions for just one person and it scares me that every day i fall more in love with him like he's all like have faith in the relationship but i cant because i know that sooner or later he will leave me everyone does and i dont know what i would do if he left me i would ( Read more... )