I took a questionnaire today and wanted to mark this day down. I know I’m not the best “dater” but I do have an open mind when it comes to dating. Fear is a huge factor for me this year. It seems I’m in a dating rut. I feel as if it really doesn’t matter it will all end the same, the guy a freak and me annoyed. So it seems me being open-minded may ( Read more... )

Well, it’s been a while since my last update. I have a few things going on and thought I’d spill my guts about ( Read more... )

Well, I have lots on my mind today. Amanda and I had an interesting conversation last night that I cant seem to stop thinking about. I get to work and started reading some journals, I hadn’t been keeping up very well the past few months. I do not know how to articulate my feelings at the moment, but I’m going to try and hope that it will some how ( Read more... )

Well, I’m back from Florida! I thought I would update my LJ before now, but life has been kind of crazy. Lets see…..I had a wonderful trip! The weather was so beautiful!!!! I got a great tan, bought lots of new shoes! Hrmm, I had fun with Keith and Don. Oh! A crab attacked me! (not kidding) It was floating on a glob of seaweed, the seaweed floated ( Read more... )

Not much going on this past week. I haven’t got to hang out with Amanda and that bums me out, but she has other things going on and people she likes to hang out with when she comes in. I understand just hope she understands I have this little time to get things done before I go to Fl for a few weeks ( Read more... )

Tina came over with the Ex-Step Daughter. This is a FYI for all that read this. The step kid is only 15 years of age! matter fact just turned 15! Anyway, she has a STD! Everybody better wear a condom! This really freaks me out, for many reasons! She got the STD from a 17 year old. You never know who’s been with who and what they have had or done. I ( Read more... )

Tina and I spoke last night. I told her she HAD to ask the mother and loser dad to help her out. This conversation started after she asked me to as my DAD for $300.00 dollars! Let me say this, I have NEVER asked my parents for money!!!! NEVER! I won’t be asking them for HER! This pissed me off so bad, thus the conversation about asking loser mom ( Read more... )

I had something frightful happen to me yesterday! Tina called me at work sounding down and out, so of course I asked her what was wrong. Her reply made me want to jump in a black hole to find refuge on a new planet. A few years ago when she was in a rut and needed help I offered to open my home to her. It was something at the time felt right for me ( Read more... )

My weekend. Tina and I went to 4th street live Friday night. We ate at The Pub, and then went to Hard Rock, I was pretty much done at this point. Tina is kind of.... well, IS boring. We actually read the ketchup label on the table. Does that tell you anything? Trust me on this, boring is not a place it’s a person! We almost went to one of the dance ( Read more... )

Wednesday was unproductive. Not much going on other then random thoughts in my head. There is one guy I would like to meet, but just the thought of meeting him out makes me not call him back. I know if I keep putting him off like I have, he will soon give up. It’s been over a month of putting him off, you’d think he'd stop calling by now. I’m going ( Read more... )