I dunno about anyone else, but i hardlt think of myself as being an "self-rightous, egotistical punk" (quote provided by Allen friend of Missy) Appearently i was bragging or something about how i've helpped her in the past and suddenly i'm the above mentioned! !st of all, i never brag about anything, secondly i don't mind being point out that i was ( Read more... )

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Well, it's been sometime i've writen in my LJ. Sorry to all who actually read it o_O;; Let's just say i've had some dramatic experiances in my life and i've forgotten about my LJ. Write now i'm too tired to write much. So i'll just go on my way. Take care ya'll, ja!

i wrote these two poems a few nights ago while feeling a bit sick..they're kinda wierd tho o_o ( Read more... )

If anyone disagress with me with what i'm about to say, then fine, whatever! It's all my fault! I wasn't sensitive enough. I couldn't keep my god damned fucking mouth shut! I didn't believe what she told me and i was stupid enough to liten to someone else's lie!! DAMN THEM TOO!! Grrr....!! I'm so pissed off at myself! She said many things to me the ( Read more... )

I've been wantindg to play RO, but it looks like the English servers are down >_<;; Those goobers!! Anyway, i took this test thingy and got this:


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As i've said in my previous entry, i can't sleep. Yesterday i got home from work around 415am. I was up all day untill about 3pm and i knu i had to be at work at 6pm. Yet i haven't slept at all. Well, maybe i did, about an hour and an 1/2. I ended up callling work asking if i could come in at 7pm instead and they said it would ok. I had a total " ( Read more... )

i can't sleep, i can't eat, i can't do anything. How much longer will this suffering continue? How much longer can i endure the pain before it drives me over the edge? I'm such a fool. I found something miraciolous...something wonderful and now i've lost it all. I couldn't keep a promise, i had to open my big mouth. Perhaps subconciously i thought ( Read more... )

LOL! Last night, some guy comes by the gas station last night it's like 230am, so the place is closed. I'm outside cleaning up litter (from ppl that are obviously to freakin' lazy) and he starts to walk towards the store and i'm like "i'm sorry sir, but we're closed" And he says, "Yer closed completely?" Now c'mon! what kinda of idiotodic question ( Read more... )

this is my last journal entry...i think it's kinda pointless to have one