I don't even know anymore. Sometimes I see the world as an impossibly old, impossibly complex machine with gears and cogs beyond counting. Other times everything is simple and streamlined, a cyclical continuum where situations are familiar and outcomes are fixed. These days, remembering who I once was is the single greatest motivating factor I have ( Read more... )

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I feel frantic. I have no plans, no way to get better. I need to get out of here.

  The sun gently crested the horizon, bathing the ruins of Elesh city in golden tranquility. Prince Alexander Elesh languished silently, the opulence surrounding him in stark contrast against the butchered mass that was once his body. Ever so slowly, he tested his fingers, first extending one digit, then another. Feeling his muscles and sinews ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to studying for a final on Wednesday, so I guess this is as good a time as any to update this little guy. I've tried to write on several occasions since the last time, but invariably I end up frustrating myself and deleting everything.

I might be moving back to a dinural work schedule. This frightens me, I've spent so much of my time ( Read more... )

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I could apply and (hopefully) attend Chaminade University's Masters of Science in Forensic Science program.
Application deadline: End of May 2010.
Starts: August 2010.
Needed before then: Take the GRE, get a good score and procure 2 letters of recommendation.

-2.5 year commitment, limits me to basically working for Honolulu police department if I ( Read more... )

I got home Feb 19th and since then I've done nothing. Well, not "nothing", that would be a lie. On Tuesdays/Thursdays/Saturdays I paddle me some canoe and on Mondays/Wednesdays/Fridays I go to Crossfit. I still don't particularly enjoy paddling, its more or less just so that I get out of the house. Crossfit is a different beast entirely. I ( Read more... )

One of these days I'm going to learn to play the violin. I've always thought of the violin as a "gentlemanly" instrument. I'm a halfway decent mathematician so I should be, at least a little, proficient in learning to play instruments. I've never bothered to learn how to read music. I always saw it as optional. Really, it was a nuiscance when I got ( Read more... )

Back, in oregon. Back to the daily grind. Retaking two classes, taking number theory (thought it was real analysis, but there are still proofs involved so w/e), taking a graphic design class ( Read more... )