Well.... I would have posted sooner but I was trying to keep from doing something stupid.... Tuesday of last week my mom had a heart attack.... she was put in south lake and then got moved to ORMC and is still there.... she didn't want to do the tests or the cathiderisetion (they put a balloon in the heart and remove the build up in the valves ( Read more... )

If it weren't for the bad i would have no lick at all.... Why the hell does it seem that i take one step forward and 12 steps back..... well at lest i have luck i supose...... i have to cook din din now so later.

Well it's been a lil while sense i wrote...... probly becuase nothing has happend..... but never fear this is an up date........... nothings happend...... That was the update....if yeh need any thin just hawler...

Never try to pears your had.... It hurts........ I nicked a nerve and that means that it won't heal... wich means i can't swing an axe the same way... or punch.... or grip.... much else the same way... it will allways hurt.... Well it sucks to be me........

I walked dow to erica's house to drop her gifts off but no one was there... except a dog that was barking thru the door so i just walked home i'll have to give them to her latter... But can't say i didn't try....

I just dono what is going on with me...... Dreams and nutty stuff going on..... it feels like somethings comeing but it's not yet in sight...... i feel as if i've done something but not sure what.... i found out the haveing a nail hammered into my should doesn't hurt all that bad.... i'm gona go and bug some people or somethin so...... later ( Read more... )

Lord knows i don't like geting mad....... Lord knows bad things happen when i get mad........

Wednesday started good........ But oh how things change......... My cusins friend's mom's b/f was beating her and that pissed me off... Well about an hour after that the vet calls, for what i thought was to pick up my pup..... The vet killed my dog..... ( Read more... )

Why does it seem when ever i'm in a jokeing mood, people have to be so cranky?.......

Well today i woke up in a bad mood...  Not my nermal depressed self more like looking for truble.... I smacked soc with my belt at lunch cuz he thru his trash at me but i didn't hit him as hard as i hit myself..... i woke up looking to spill someones guts... i hate days like this....

Well around 5 or 5:30 yesterday Jessica calls me... (At least someone understands: If you need somethin or want to talk don't fear to get me..) Her moms dog bit some lil girl...... When i picked up the phone i couldn't understand what she was saying.... We talked for a long while tell her mom hit speecker phone and hung up on me.... She called back ( Read more... )