I'm a miserable excuse for a human being.

[yajirobesbabe]

I did something I never thought I would do today.

I broke up with Yajirobe. I never though I would do that. But...

My parents friends were unable to make it this weekend, so I decided I'd suprised Karin and Yajirobe and go up to the tower today.

No, I must be honest. I wanted to get it over with. Lately, I don't know what it is, but I don

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[brollisdaughter]

I think you finally did something beneficial to yourself for a change. I know now you might be upset about it, but it'll be better in the long run. Trust me.

[mellanie]

I know that deep down this was the right thing to do, I really do. It's just that right now, I feel bad. Like I led him on or something. He thought I was one person and I turned out to be another.

[brollisdaughter]

You can't blame yourself for changing and he can't blame you either. That's the way things go sometimes.

[mellanie]

I know, but it doesn't make me feel better right now, you know?
And what do you think the odds are that he will find another girlfriend?

hmm

[android_17]

Maybe your smarter then I thought.

Re: hmm

[mellanie]

At least I'm smart enough not to leave the exact same comment in two different journals, aimed at the same person.

I don't usually care about these sort of things, but..

[namek_warrior]

I'm sorry Melanie. But you knew deep down it was the right thing, and you did it. There's no shame in that whatsoever.

Re: I don't usually care about these sort of things, but..

[mellanie]

Thank you, Piccolo, I appreciate it. I know I did the right thing deep down, but I feel so bad that I hurt him.

[brolli]

It would have been worse for you to have stayed with him. Eventually your discontentment would have shown itself and you would have made things worse for both of you.

Sometimes you just have to do the right thing, even if it is the painful thing.

[mellanie]

Thank you, Brolli, you're right. If I'd waited I would have made it worse.

But I think this is the first time I ever did something to hurt another human being. And I'm not very proud of that.

[gotens]

Oh gesh, this is a tough one, isn't it? But really, Melanie, if you weren't happy with him, you had to let him know. If you'd just stuck with him things would have gotten worse.

I hope that you're okay, Melanie. I hope that Yajirobe is okay too. Both of you are my friends.

If you need to talk you know where Angel and I live.

[mellanie]

Thank you, Goten, that's very sweet of you to offer. I might take you up on that.