So I return ( Read more... )

Friday night I had one of the most amazing experiences in my life.

I received my Patriartical Blessing. If you are curious what this is then there is a good article on it HERE. Mostly it is a blessing in my church to share with you those promised blessings that you will one day receive as long as you are worthy of them ( Read more... )

OMG OMG OMG. I'm still freaking out a bit. I just spent the last two hours hanging out with Zachary Levi (Chuck himself). Seriously one of the best times ever.

( The full story of me freaking out is here (plus pictures). )

I gotta stop acting stupid. I get in these states of paranoia after being hurt and depressed where I start thinking very bad thoughts. I over analyze everything and begin to believe people really don't want to be around me. They'll tell me one thing straight out and then I'll analyze all the other little things they said along with it and come ( Read more... )

I've decided to come out of hiding ( Read more... )

At work today I found myself reflecting on the past and myself as a person. There were a few things that I realized today ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do. Maybe it is meant to be this way. Maybe things will be better...

On another note, thank you Sara and Kristin for the messages before. They really made me feel better and I'm sorry I have been such a louse in the keeping in touch department. Hopefully I can remedy that in the near future.

So life has hit me smack in the face and I realized a few things ( Read more... )

Lost broke me. My mind no longer works. That season finale...just...just...WOW. Do you have no shame Lost!?!

Having to pay a deductible sucks more.