things that i would like to change:

Jealosy

Judgement

holding on to the past

thought pattern

these things seem to get me in trouble... not really with myself but with others so i think its time to work on them

but then again is that really what i need?

well find out...

well another thanksgiving down the drain...
/------------------------\
hope everybodys ok... | Arguing is so draining |
| i wish my family wouldnt |
judy cheer up! \--------------

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...fastfood

it's quick

it's easy

yet it gives you no Nourishment...

hmmm... what/who else can I apply this to? lol... i know

okay,

heart beat

and

kisses sweet

u fall

for the

first (?)

time...

so im sitting in my friend Ashleis room because my power has gone out again and i have to evacuate from regents so i decided to go off campus... its really late and my father is comming tomorrow... this would have been the weekend that Justin would have come up had we still been together (not suggesting just thinking about it) Regardless i never ( Read more... )

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fuckin tricked again...

no voice...

sick...

tired...

need to learn a shit load of music...

status of love... uh thats as good as my guess pretty much none...

hmmm...

night

Who the hell knows why i'm up this late... o wait i do pretty much the same thing thats always keeping me up. i think that i think about this shit too much. im also preparing for my program tomorrow which he wont be at i can grant that.. but im not really worried about that b/c i realize that he is busy the part that does bother me is that a phone ( Read more... )