Yay I live out in AZ and so far have made one friend, which is good. And I really appreciate those friends who have stayed in touch, I'll be back to haunt... i mean hang out with u guys around Xmas so there, if you want the exact dates ask for them. once again to all those who kept in touch its much appreciated. Adios!

Leenie

long time no see, ::scratches head:: Don't really see the point in writing this, but it's something to do. My back hurts, I want to do something but I dont know what, I want to talk to people but there's no one to listen, this is true but it's not at the same time, and I don't feel like trying to explain it to air, because air sux. I like this song ( Read more... )

Im not going to use this anymore, doing online journals to me is a waist of time, I know why I valued Diaries over journals, because hopefully people wont read them till after you are dead. That and other people cant opinionate your life, it doesnt work like that. Im gunna stop there, sayonara

Everyone needs to grow up in one aspect or another, that is understandable, but I mean seriously. There are some people who become so attached that its to the point of not healthy. They need to step forward and stop looking backwards. I may be sounding hipocritical, but still. Its a fact that should be embraced and acknowledeg, not ignored and ( Read more... )

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Sometimes people's actions leave others in awe. "why did they do that" "is it your fault" "can you help" A lot of similar ideas cross the mind and most people get the tendency of feeling helpless. Whether this feeling is accurate to the situation, depends on the situation. Then out of all this confusion where is "blame" put? If there is someting ( Read more... )

All my life is is work. I am either going to class, doing homework, going to my job, which as of late has been the pits due to lack thereof (getting no hrs) among other things. Whenever I'm not working I dont even want to do antyhing. Play games, hanging out, its all fun and good but, idk it seems over rated to an extent. and I can't think straight ( Read more... )

Hey, what a day. Yesterday I found out that my Papa had fell, which sux. What sux even more is that he broke his hip and needs surgery. I can't take it anymore I brought it up to dad that either after summer, or after i graduate NHCTC I am going to AZ to take care of them, because clearly they can't or won't and they dont even have the damn decency ( Read more... )

Alright, let me make this clear, tomorrow is Valentines Day, I HATE Valentine's Day. I do appreciate the present, for the fact it is a present, but still I dont like the occasion and recent events and conversations have been leading to doubt and reasons to be concerned ( Read more... )

You know, I've dealt with a lot of shit in my life, but recently has been an honest pain in the ass. I am no toy, my emotions are being tossed like a rag doll, not just by one person, and I'm sick of it ( Read more... )