i just dont know anymore..

Jan 17, 2006 22:12

as the title says.. i really just dont know anymore ( Read more... )

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my_twisted_fate January 18 2006, 06:10:43 UTC
so here is what i'm thinking...your not alone not knowing about not knowing if what you choose to do is what you can do. i recently read that another one of our friends is feeling the same way. and you know what so am i. I have this ed. studies class and i suddenly realize maybe i can't be a teacher, not that i don't want to be but the work load...your right bill this is exhausting. I dunno what it is like to become a denist but i know the work load i have for a major and two minors..and still have dreams. I truly think this 'our future' thing is hitting us for real, we realize high school is over...this isn't just a short thing...this is what is going to shape our future, our careers. And like anything we are all just wondering if it was the right thing...but i believe that you only know truly in your heart if what you choose is right. I might have my doubts about being a teacher, but i know i love history and i know that i want to do this...not matter the workload and the stress ( ... )

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it'll be ok chicarubia118 January 18 2006, 15:37:47 UTC
i know how u feel, and i know its hard a lot with the dentistry thingy *im just gonna go in the order u did* and i know how u hate what u have to do to get there, and its tough for everyone, but youre not the only one going through it, im not saying u dont have the right to be annoyed or upset or ventful or whatever im just saying it happens to a lot of people, like rachel said its hard but soon it'll be over then it'll be like it never happened, and i dont want u to give up on your dream, i think you would regret it in the long run and you'd be more dissapointed than you are now. and no matter what you think, you do have the capability to handle the workload. i know you can do it and so do all your friends and i/we all believe in you and i know it'll be ok ( ... )

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softbalprincess January 18 2006, 17:24:47 UTC
hey there billy...i really just want to give you a big hug right now.

I can't even imagine what you must be going through with college....that's why I'm dreading it so much. The work load must be unbearable.

But, in these times, is when you find out who your true friends are. And you know every single one will be there to support you. Even those who are away at college. They'll be there in whatever way they can...email, phone calls, even just in spirit. I know it's gotta be tough for you, not actually living at UDM, but, I know you, and I know that you can make the best outta pretty much any situation.

So, hang in there. And, if you ever need to talk or just hang or just someone, you know where I am. I mean, cmon, if you can't lean on a friend you've known your whole life (practically), who CAN you lean on??? :)

Sending prayers your way...
~Steph <3

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portablenuts January 18 2006, 23:20:08 UTC
Hey Billy!!! well i dont think my comment will be as long as the other ones. I totally believe in yuo about this whole dentist thing. U have no idea...ever since iheard u were going to be a dentist i was like ...Holy SHit i want Billy working on my teeth...cuz i just dont trust all those crazy fucker. But just dont worry man it will all work out fine. Just hang in there man. Later

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wildncrazygurl January 19 2006, 02:37:37 UTC
no solutions, no advice, nothing good [sorry], but i just wanted to say that i always hope for the best for you cuz you deserve it :)

-kar.

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