yesterday was so fun!!! omg i had so much fun. ethnic day was awesome. lol. well okay i went to the park at 10. too damn early. well anyway so the time until the performance, i was walking around w. ppl i havent seen like idk how many months. well anyway it was nice seeing n hanging out w. them. so the time i have to get ready i went to see the ( Read more... )

alright i'm updating this because matt had a near death experience and it got me thinking:

What will you say if I die???

comment...idc what you guyz say...this really got me thinking....

P.S. if you guyz want to see me perform in Ethnic day this saturday....come to carteret park at noon....i'll tell you where to go....

Well hello people. Let’s see. I’m doing much better now. I’m not really confused as much as before. But really I still don’t know why I’m like this. It sucks to have this feeling when you really don’t know what’s going on. Man, it’s hard. But as people say to me, I’ll get thru this, somehow. But I don’t know still. Just been confused n shit. But ( Read more... )

I’m so confused!!!! Wow, didn’t say that word for a while. But yeah, I’m confused. Really I just don’t know anymore. It’s like everything I want to plan are going to down the drains. And that sucks. I don’t know if I should be concern about this or worry about it. But I am. I know the things I want but really I think I can’t have them. There are ( Read more... )

Alrighty I was bored and i need to stop thinking bout stuff so then i thought a few questions...yea so answer them. Okay. lol. These questions are random so deal with me people. I was bored. lol ( Read more... )

the only thing i have to say is that my health i guess is gettin worse. =/ i was being a good bitch and listened to amanda, erica, and the others and i went to the doctors to check out my back. lol. it was kind of hurting when i went but not as much. well anywayz, i dont remember what the doctor said but just to make sure i have to take at least 3 ( Read more... )

look back from the past ( Read more... )

okay my back still hurts!!! but not as much as before. i don't know what to do. my parents wants to check it up. i think i'm alright but it still hurts but not much. so the question i'm going to ask is: should i go and ask my parents to get a check up?? please respond because i don't know what to do even though its kind of fine ( Read more... )

these past 2 days is the worst day ever!!!! i could say its been alright. but really inside not as much..ive been thinkin bout things i did...and i think it was wrong. idk if is or not but really this hit me hard. i really need to talk to someone. someone i could trust. someone that i kno who will help me. i need someone who could tell me the truth ( Read more... )

well i changed my layout in my LJ. yea i really dont like it. xP. if any of u ppl who r really nice n knows how to do it, yea pleaz do mine. lol ( Read more... )