st patricks day was yesterday
i was sober
not tonight bitches....
hahahahaha
i love my life sometimes

just bought another car
1986 camero....sweet ass ride.
my bro in law is fixing what little needs done with the engine and my daddy is paying for a paint job, new tires and rims.
oh yeah.
i rock. lol

so the now EX-boyfriend is getting back with his EX fiance who is a cross dressing man/woman.
and honestly
im over it
i met a new boy.
and my ex (who also is my neighbor) is back from his vacation to kansas (he was there a lil over a month) and wants to get back with him
so i have options bitches.
no gay boys for me.
hoo-rah.
xoxo

so i fell in love
then found out he is bi...or was...or whatever
following the finding, i cried, broke up with him, beat his ass in the middle of bennigans, cried more...
and am continuing to cry...
why dont i hate him but hate myself instead?

its fucking cold.
that is all.
xoxo

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went to utah for a week. the roadtrip was fun, everything else sucked. mainly my birthday.
xoxo

i've realized there is life after him and maybe this trip to utah will prove me right when i drive by/through his state and smile instead of cry. remembering the times we shared and the laughs we had instead of what could have been. also realizing i did love him, with all my heart, and will continue to but understand there never will be an us again ( Read more... )

nothing new really.
i leave for utah on the 5th at 5am.
gonna be there for a week or so.
kinda excited. mainly scared.
we'll see
xoxo

the BLT is the most worthless sandwich of them all.
that is all.