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A lot of stuff is running through my mind, and I still can't stop crying. My parents were also really close to both of them, because we were all in sports/band together all year round. The first time I ever spent the night at someone's house, it was at Melissa's, and I remember Heston coming into my parents restaurant showing them his magic tricks ( Read more... )

Two of my best friends from the time I was 3 till I moved to Michigan when I was 16 died.. I can't stop crying. :(

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I haven't been able to sleep very much for the last three days because I've been really sick. I hate it. Today I went and checked out some other colleges and such, Eastern Michigan University seems to be pretty neat, but I don't know.. the area sucks ( Read more... )

i had a really bad dreaam.. ugh, dammit, will explain tomorrow.. >.

^ yeah.. We don't talk to any of our outside families, and I hardly know any of my cousins except for Derrick (the one who called).. He's been in jail, he's really nice though, so it's always shocking to find that out. He grew up in Las Vegas with his drunk dad, while his mom (my aunt) did jack shit. I THINK he's 21.. dunno. I just found it ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being shit on, walked all over, and treated like I'm absolutely nothing by most people who I call "friends"..

Shit happens though, eh? Things are bound to get better, one way or another I suppose.

Ah.. what boredom does to me. Well, everything is fine and dandy. I go back on Monday and they said they're doing some more tests, and they may/may not remove it. My kidneys are in the clear though! :D On Tuesday I get some work done on my teeth (blargh --;..), I think they're giving me a filling and that's it ( Read more... )

I'm still in a lot of pain. (As I had told Jeff yesterday).. and, that means, I get to take a visit to the hospital later today. Since my mom is a nurse there, she's gonna take my blood and stuff since I have a massive hatred of blood tests, and she uses teh butterfly on me. >.> Anywho.. if there's anything wrong with my appendix, it gets removed, ( Read more... )

Very bored.. very bored indeed..