life has its up and downs...but right now I'm content. I have my bad days believe me but things are getting better. I messed up in school first 9 weeks but hopefully I can pull through. I can't fall down now when I've worked so hard. This is going to be a short entry because I have places to be and people to see!! weee ( Read more... )

he doesn't like me.

it's all good.

I'm just going to crawl back into my hole and forget about everything.

it's just bullshit.

he doesn't even want to see me now because Jenn and him were talking last night about going to the races tonight...

yeah according to her he doesn't really want me to go...so that's fine I won't go.

I hate guys. I ( Read more... )

School is okay...grades are not so ok. I have D's for sure in two classes a C in the other and gods know what I have in the others. But I know that I'll have of them up to B's and A's by the end of the 9 weeks, however I am not looking forward to showing my mid reports to my dad...lol. Oh well. take it like a man...or woman in my case! lol

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I don't understand what's going on ( Read more... )

fuck this shit.

I'm tired of being used, beaten and pushed around.

I will no longer put up with it.

any guy or girl in that matter who gets in my way will have hell to pay.

because like the old saying goes...

hell hath no fury like a woman scorn.

i got a hold of him!!!!!!

more to come later!

he made me cry last night

and he doesn't even know he did

he's the first guy I've cried over since Brad

isn't that just plan pathetic of me?

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

so he hasn't called in five days...maybe it's been less but whatever it's been it has felt like 5 days...I don't know. I'm trying to forget and only think of one day at a time...but it hurts, you know ( Read more... )

( he is such a beautiful disaster )

My dad was okay in the morning. I got bummed out when Tyler didn't call and all because he was suppose to. But I found out he was at the gym with Jose and Larry and left his phone back at his place. It's all good ( Read more... )