lets start off with this christmas has been a very emotional one. I've cried, laughed, screamed, played, smiled, went on a manhunt, climbed trees, and yeah...well it's been one f'ed up vacation. but its had its perks. shopped a lot which is always fun, takes your mind off things, took many pictures (just wish i had brought my cable so I could share ( Read more... )

Update time!!!

-Brandon...makes me smile.
-That night was unbelieveable
-And I can't wait to come back home from vacation to see him.
-I miss everyone but I am in love up here!
-Going shopping tomorrow with my aunt and uncle which = love
-Visting my moms grave sometime this week or next. <33 ( Read more... )

Fair Ladies and Kind GentlemenI have a few announcments ( Read more... )

heading to Port Orange today for my sisters wedding...I got my nails and everything today for it. I'm also watching her two kitties while their on their honeymoon...anyways...got to go! time to finish packing!!

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alonso fucking did it again!!!! we got another superior! straight across the board!!! awwww!!!!!!!!!!! I am still on cloud nine from last night!!!!

I'm starting the realize that I've been writing more and more in this journal lately. I'm not sure why or whatever but I like it. It's helping me release stress and all that lovely jazz ( Read more... )

I saw him today at the mall. I was with my sister. He didn't see me, so once I was safely in a store I called him and then after one ring I thought...what the hell am I doing? So I hung up right away. Not 5 minutes later he called me back. We talked and all...and I told him I was in the mall and saw him and he asked why I didn't say anything or ( Read more... )

it's been almost three days since he last talked to me. he doesnt text me anymore just to say good morning like he use to. he doesnt answer my phone calls or anything anymore...so I'm beyond hurt right now. but at the same time I'm use to it, I mean hello?? I've been put through worse and came out on top so I'm sure I'll be fine. I just feel like ( Read more... )

last night kind of sucked big time.

it's been almost two days since he last talked to me...kind of blows.

on a happier note, I finished all of my homework earlier!! yay and I just need to write that stupid paper for ap euro. lol.

and I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong.

alright alright...here's an update on my life: these are always so damn fun lol

--Tyler is out of my life completely except for the few times Nathan reminds me how stupid I was and how he's dating Heather (his ex) again ( Read more... )