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Its really kind of silly how minute happenings plague your life. Nothing even remotely serious can leave such a disgusting stain on your general world. When I look out at life, love, and happiness, I can almost taste contentment. There are remnants of sour times mind you, but nothing so severe as to obscure my light at the end of the tunnel. I keep ( Read more... )

2008 is rapidly approaching. 2007 zoomed. I'm not in the mood to sit and reflect or to propse future goals, but to just get this flowing again, considering my ability to read and write has been seriously lacking for a while. I forget what it is like to spill ( Read more... )

Woo wee this year is off to a start. A random start. In the area of the human male. Um, all other aspects of my life are currently on hold though. Job wise mostly. I used to be highly motivated and now.. well I still am... but I keep getting distracted. blah blah blah. I need to be out right now. I need to be out in the city finding a life. But I ( Read more... )

I am mad. i am enraged. i am sad. i am heartbroken. i am broken. i am lost. i am needed. i am understanding. i am trying. i am accepting. i am torn. i am yearning. i am breathless. i am obsessed. i am confused. i am sick. i am crying. i am wanting. needing. pleading. upholding. promising. cooperating. knowing. agreeing ( Read more... )

In this world there are too many pathways. I take that back, not too many, just a lot ( Read more... )

I'm writing you this from across the ocean; not only because I am unable to sleep, but because when I finally do, my dreams will consist entirely of you ( Read more... )

Its just downright silly how much I was mentally unprepared for Spain. I figured, perhaps naively, that going away was going away, and Europe was just another name for farther away ( Read more... )

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