It's official. I push boys. I find boys that I adore, and they are like, WHAT CASSIE OH YEA LETS DO HER BEST FRIEND fidhsoifhsf. I'm just chasing boys. I'm asexual. Or a Lesbian. I haven't decided yet. I think everyones aholes tho. Prolly asexual. Fuuuuck.

I changed my mind. I do want a boyfriend. I thought I didn't, but I do. I'm not saying i'm going to run around looking. But I think I'm ready to really care for someone again. Or really care for someone for the first time ever. . .

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Don't do shrooms. Ever. EVER. And don't take everything straight to your heart. Just have fun and enjoy it while it happens. PLUR to ur motha (its mothers day duh).

LOVE! <3

oh god I need a cig. HOISFAHI

Officially,

Friday was fun. But Saturday was the best night of my life. I met a boy. Hardcore got it on with a diff boy who I like and is really fucking hot. And made out with some other people that I don't remember. Man. Man. Man. Lets rolllllll again this weekend. OH SHIT.

<3

"Are you ashamed to
say what you want to
tell me you want to?"

Hey loves and lovers. I'm still really really happy. And almost completely caught up with my hw. Shannon came over and helped me with Math which was much appreciated. I got blood drawn today, which was honestly horrifying. Beyond actually. I hate it, it makes me want to take the needle out of their hand and stab them in the face with it ( Read more... )

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I hope this isn't a mood swing.

but i just had a hardcore revelation.

i don't even want him. when he comes over i want him to shut up about his stupid life. i don't even want to hear it, cuz it makes me sad that that's what he's come to. (as in the shit he does is fuckin boring and gay)

thank god i've realized this. i hope this feeling lasts.

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NO one fucking deserves this.

I spent 15 years feeling this. And then I get a fresh breath of happiness.

so why fucking blow this shit back in my face?

I have no idea how long it's been. I would have to bet about 2 months. 2 fucking months. I gave in. I'm weak ( Read more... )