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[yaya_daduns]

I feel so strange at the moment, i feel so out of place. Im unhappy at work, at home, with myself, with everything. I just want to feel whole again, like i have worth. Why cant i be happy when i have everything Ive ever wanted? Why am i so negative? I get so addicted to things that drag me down, alcohol, food, nothing ever fills the void.

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[fluffylilbunny]

*hugs* well all feel like that from time to time hun

I hope it passes soon enough

[yaya_daduns]

thank you :)
I'm feeling a little better now, but its a hard feeling to shake completely :(

[misz_k]

sometimes when i feel depressed i exercise and go for a realllly long walk to tire myself out. when you exercise your body releases serotonin and i'm no scientist but that's the stuff you want.

hope you feel better soon ratbag

[yaya_daduns]

yeah exercising does make me feel better, going to the gym tonight so hopefully i can treadmill it out of me :p

[angstylicia]

love you x

[yaya_daduns]

love you too leecy xoxoxxo

[datarockette]

Sometimes when you have everything you think you've always wanted, you realise it wasn't what you wanted at all.
Imagine the long term and work towards somehting huge and exciting. I get through things knowing that I'll one day finish my PhD... something I've been working towards for 8 years.

[yaya_daduns]

You would think working towards building a house and having your wedding would be huge and exciting enough! Nope, it just makes me scared.