So i did it...i actually did it..i got the balls..i called him up.. straight up told him how i felt, turns out nothings changed with him either..i mean as i was tellin him how i felt, its like he was either beating me to it, or finishing my sentances...it was so reassuring. But i do have some unattened bussiness to attend to tomorrow , it'll be ( Read more... )

Life..is there actually a correct deffinition of it? It indescribably, everyday is completley different, every emotion, thought, mood, experience, is never exactly the same..

Lately i've been seeminly happy, meaning it seems like i am, im trying not o let any shit get to me, about anything, and if i do seem different at all, im sorry, i havent been ( Read more... )

What now? - thats what im asking myself...

it felt good to get alot of things off my chest now, i feel at rest with myself, nothing learkin in the back of my head, now thoughts unsaid, feelings hiding deep within. It's weird to know we're just good friends, i dont know how im going to go about with that, i'll give it a spin, just as long as it ( Read more... )

So lately...things have been highly different. I basically lost bryant for good..or so it feels like it... We barley even exchange words anymore..and it feels so wrong..i dont think i've ever been this weak before..not over a guy at least...i've been sinking deeply into music too lately...i just put on a song and get completley lost in it..most of ( Read more... )

-Our love was comfortable and so broken in.......-

It's like you're a drug ( Read more... )

ok well, i got home not too long ago, i hung out with nick n joe tonight, kate n courtney were supposed to chill with us too but i dont honestly know what happened with that whole thing..im pretty much really tired right now, and i have to wake up in..1...2..3.....9 hours lol-im gunna go lay in my bed till i escape from the day forever...

saRaH / L ( Read more... )

k-I-s-S  mE

~Mariah Carey

So today wants too bad i guess, considering it was the last day .. now its easter break and i dont go back to shcool until tuesday.  I have work tomorrow at 515.. im supposed to get off grounding friday but my moms lettin my do something tomorrow before work. Thank god i have abin fever like you wouldnt even wanna know about , seriously, you ( Read more... )

So pretty much ..nothings changed...really..im  trying to stay strong but i just found a new meaning for that word and its harder to do that than i thought..i mean yeah i may seem fine ..but then i see the one thing that changes that.. the one thing that brings back all the memories , then i think of how things were, before i messed it up, and tore ( Read more... )