back at work again, which obviously means it's time to update. hah ( Read more... )

i've been updating a lot lately since i have so much free time at work ( Read more... )

isn't it interesting how death is something people have experienced on a daily basis since the beginning of time and yet we still have such a hard time dealing with it.
you'd think eventually we would just accept it as part of life and we wouldn't get so upset anymore. but it's quite the opposite.

i can barely think right now, let alone keep myself from crying.
yesterday was...a really rough day, to say the least.

first, joey and i got into an argument about being jealous, basically. there's a guy we both know from school who we're pretty sure likes me and he's pretty flirty. well he graduated and moved to raleigh and i was talking to him ( Read more... )

oh also, i am a terrible person for that last entry ( Read more... )

on a completely different note from my last entry, i am a pathetic loser ( Read more... )

i'm actually not going to bitch and rant for a whole entry for once. wow ( Read more... )

i feel like such a fucking whiner, but seriously, nothing can go my way lately ( Read more... )

last night i very nearly spiraled out of control. but i managed to calm down, sleep, and i feel slightly better today, though, not entirely ( Read more... )

i am so ridiculously screwed right now, i can't even comprehend it ( Read more... )