So I guess you could say I've always been a little too emotional for my own good. And I think for a while, I've been doing pretty good with that. But today, something's a little off and I care a little too much about the stupid things people say and the silly things they think. And ya know, I'm totally cool with the comments that were kidding. But ( Read more... )

So I'm amazing because...I FINALLY QUIT RAVE! Oh my goodness yay me!
Oh, and I'm really really really happy and falling and totally okay with it.
~Heather
>>"Would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile?" -Fall Out Boy<<

So I guess all this working doesn't give much time for an update. But then again, I guess everyone really knows what's going on. And my feelings have been hardcore on my sleeve lately, and for once I'm okay with that ( Read more... )

This is my cry for help.
This is the plea,
from the one who never asks;
the plea to escape from independence
and fall into your arms.
This is my prayer:
just pull me out of this hell
and remind me what it means to be happy.
This is my final hope
to forget what I’ve lost,
give up what I’ve left behind,
just help me to move on,
push me one step at a ( Read more... )

So basically, what I've realized about myself is that I say stupid things. I think stupid things. And my entire last entry was a lie. I really don't want it again, it's just that it's easy to think about the comfort I used to have when everything else is falling away. I just don't know what I'm doing anymore, I don't have stable ground. And that ( Read more... )

I lost this weekend. He acted as though nothing ever happened, so apparently I meant nothing to him. I have a feeling that will change when I go home for the summer and he'll want to hang out, but I won't. Hah.
And maybe I won't because I'm reverting back to my past. I spent a little time with a little someone who meant a little a lot to me in the ( Read more... )

A pink line runs from my toe to my ankle ( Read more... )

All I know is that I can't handle another weekend like that ever.  Friday, on my way home, I got into a car accident.  Not an awful one, but bad enough that it's gonna cost me waaay more money than I can afford at this time.  My mom just kept telling me all weekend how glad she is that I'm okay; after the past few weeks, I would have been happier ( Read more... )

Name ten of life's simple pleasures you enjoy most, and try not to use any the person before you used. Then, tag ten people to do the same.

1. cuddling
2. good conversation
3. reading a well-written book
4. being challenged in my ideas
5. the phone ringing
6. my kitty
7. summer
8. yoo-hoo sips
9. having the best roommates ever
10. the people from ( Read more... )

I spent the past two days with who I'm convinced is the most wonderful man in the world, even if it is in untraditional ways. I'd be okay if I could stop falling now.

AND I LEAVE FOR FLORIDA IN: 1 HOUR, 34 MINUTES!!!

~Heather

>>“He saw for the first time that he had never known fear because, against any disaster, he had held the omnipotent cure of ( Read more... )