i feel like shit... its quite true. I have no life... I'm getting absolutley nowhere and I'm doing things I told myself I would never do. Someone please remind me of that girl I used to be before she disappears. forever.

I have been tryin not to cry but I suck at that!

wow so i just puit on jessioas gflasses and they make me like a xinnlon times frunker and im just so feeeing jhnappy riht now weowo peopl;e shounld mnot let me oglo ob the tnet ewhen i wam uf nd ditml ahhh drunkl n pjm gppdness io am fonna go tajhe some mor3e ahorwa NS MAYE REMEMBER 5THIS TOMMOROW AND OTHER DAYHYS TGOOh
hE3JT6HER

wow so im at bens house right now and im on the comp and kinda drunk and what not and its a good feeling cause i don't have to think about the reast of my life all i have to think about is now and some one just said "tina go get a hat" uhhhhm yea so life is ok right now because i have no worries right now cause im just a wee bit anebriated! hahah ( Read more... )

I ended it. what more is there to say? I'm heart broken.

To mask the pain oxycodone seemed like such a grand idea but the pain is still here and it won't leave. I know that its time to walk away and throw in the towle but its not that easy. Im so fucking weak.
A fucking beautiful disaster
Heather

so its all raining and what not outside and i don't like it cause sometimes i hate rain. but yea im at work and sooooo bored! I miss jerry so much! I didn't talk to him at all yesterday...i havn't talked to him sense wednesday night. i said that i just needed some space and time to think aobut things... and i have been thinking and stuff and im ( Read more... )

I am so confused with things with jerry right now. so we have been fighthing nonstop and things are just no good and wearing us down. it seems that we are bringing out the worst in one another. on monday it got to the point where we both agreed that with each and every argument we have, we care less and less about making "us" work so we nearly ( Read more... )

wow i havn't been on live journal in sooooo long because i've been soooo caught up in this whole myspace thing! Im at work right now and its boring... im a nanny and the baby is sleeping so i have not much to do! so much has been on my mind the past few weeks! The one main thing that is stressing me out is jerry, my boyfriend ex-boyfrind on a break ( Read more... )

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