I really hate so much right now. I work like a damn dog and I wish I didn't. My heart's pretty much broken and it's been broken for pretty much years over stuff I can never change. That's probably what kills me the most about everything that's going on. That I live through it with a broken heart
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I was at work today and I remembered about the year my friend and I were ghetto clowns for halloween. No idea what it meant then and I still don't know what it means now but that's what we were. It hits me now that we used a ouija board that night too. It was pretty creepy. It's funny how memories just kind of creep up on you. Just randomness I
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I don't even know anymore. I need serious consuling and even more serious amounts of meds. I swear I do. I make no sense and I'm so confused all the time that I can't even make one decision without second guessing myself. I neved used to be like this. This trait as seemed to develop over the last few years. I've been so angry for so long that I
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I haven't written in here in awhile. Since April, I have met a bunch of people who were on my list of people I wanted to meet, cried over Sarah being in New York and me not knowing where she is, and I've slept a lot
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