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dont feel like writing. i do enough in school

hey, i made jv soccer. woo. im beginning to be happy again. and i have to post this ( Read more... )

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i guess i just write in this thing whenever i have really good days, or really bad days. today was horrible. i found out the worst things. ive never cried this much in my life, ever. theres nothing that can make me feel better now. im so lost, i cant find myself anymore. i know whats wrong with me this time. nobodys ever hurt me this much before.. ( Read more... )

yeah so todays the ninth. one month today. and tomorrow marks the best time ive ever had with someone i cared about so much. wow, i wish this could just work itself out somehow. i wish everything would magically be okay again. if i could re-live one night, it would be that night. i've never felt like that, so in love with someone, so happy to be ( Read more... )

yeah, so i've been having a rough time. i dont know how to explain it in this thing. it's so hard, to watch this happen. its like im not here and im watching it from some place else. its amazing how one person can make you feel so in love one minute, where your willing to give up everything you have for them. and then they can turn around and end ( Read more... )

yesturday i went to camp.. for the last day. it was fun, but i got hit with a volleyball. haha thanks little girl haha sam. and then i came home and hung out with lauren decarli <33. we watched a movie.. it was good. and then she left bc she had to get up early to go surfingg. luckyy. haha and idk what im doing today. but alans coming home todayy! ( Read more... )

haha had an awesomee day. went to camp until 3:30, and then came home and showered and then saw LAUREN!! haha i love her. we had soo much funn. haha well me lauren and madi went downtown for a little while, GOT THE COOLEST RINGS EVER<33 haha ring power loverss. haha and saw a guy and a kind of girl? haha and then saw mario! he said sorry because he ( Read more... )

i had basketball againn today. and then soccer, yeah im hurting. and ALYSSAS HOME!! finallyyy. we talked on the phone yesturday for about an hour before i went to basketball. had a good talk..blackbelt! hahah i'm so glad your home alys. i get to see lauren on saturday!! who i havent seen in soo long so im pumped. haha. and i have soccer camp next ( Read more... )