I have this feeling...its the kind thats deep in my chest. but as soon as i say that it moves to my stomach bounces up in to my ribs and shoots to my back up in my shoulders and right to my head then to my heart. its a repeating motion. in me. i dunno what its trying to tell me. or maybe i do. im fighting between thinking what i dont wanna think ( Read more... )

I Just cant get enough.

i have a horrible addictive personality.

hmmm.

i have this boy. he means the world to me...and sometimes i think i might say something that could ruin it all...i hope i never say those words. i dunno what they are and i dunno what they could be about...but honestly i hope they dont exsist.

Jessica i do read this. im sorry your lost. im here to help if i can :) i love you and you know it. i

Long story short. Met a boy. love him. my world is changing very quickly now. no one really knows. no one has taken the time to ask. maybe they will once i get thru it on my own. dunno. maybe not. prob not. Im happy.

weird how 2 people can make me feel that much better. i really do depend on friends.

I miss cornel.

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You require nothing but the best, but could it be that those same high standards are making life unnecessarily difficult? Try to adjust your expectations to allow some room for mistakes, missteps -- and a little fun....

The military, Country music and the muslim religion have ruined my birthday!

Ummm...so once again im alcohol free. there is no real lenght of time i have decided to do this...its just till i think i can handle it again. And NOT get baligerantly drunk, beat my friends up, abuse them, fall a million times (so that it looks like i got hit by a car, with the amount of scars and bruises on my body), not try to beat my mom up, ( Read more... )