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i finally see why life is worth living.

bye.
i think this is long overdue.
you deserve a formal goodbye.
you have definitely changed my life. 
yes, the fad of livejournal-ism, has changed my life.
i have met amazing people,
continued amazing friendships, 
and i have met an amazing person because of you.

who knew the technological advancements in teenaged bloging could have such an impact.

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...and i remember being in gr 2 and being in the girls washroom and an older girl asked me if i believed in santa and i said yes. then she asked me if i believe in god and i said no. then she looked at me funny and i felt so guilty. and that day has always stayed with me.

floating high above the coulds
smile on your face
laughter
all the bliss of youth
crickets
music
singing loud with your friends
a sunrise after a night of confessions
bedroom chatter
under the covers with your best friend
infinite

.... she rather imagine herself relating to an absent person than build relationships with those around her

act one, in which she pretends she doesn't care about him.
act two, in which he pretends he doesn't care... but, goes right for her.
act three, in which it all plays out the way she planned it.

...she'll eat him alive.

.my thoughts. my goals.

• i wish my life was like a movie. with music playing throughout the background to represent the scene. i wish i could view my life as a movie, so i could see things that only someone looking in could. reality perhaps.
• i want drama, action and romance like a movie. but know that the movie will end, and the credits will roll ( Read more... )

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Okay, so... I always write entries but never get around to actually posting them for some reason. I usually drift off and forget about what I had started. But tonight, I'm pulling my hair out and chrewing on my nails. English is most stressful ( Read more... )

( let's paint the town a beautiful rainbow )