I know I'm drained of emotion when I hear Will say, "I don't know, its happening more often where I feel like I don't know you at all." and nothing. A tear slide down my cheek but there was no churning in my stomach or tension in my mind. I've had this inkling for a long time that maybe he didn't know me, or understand me, I guessed that maybe what ( Read more... )

It's a girl! Alex's baby is a girl I am so excited! Now we can narrow down names, and presents, and everything else. Babies ( Read more... )

There' s a mixture of things that have led to what I feel like expressing. My mind is as disjointed as my syntax - but in a way - it has its own sense of clarity ( Read more... )

Reading back through my journal - and the journals of those I love, I realized that sometimes people use this medium only to vent about the pain and frustration that afflicts our lives. If people look back on these encrypted pages of binary they may think we were a *little* mal-adjusted. I decided to take the initiative and put a little optimism in ( Read more... )

I know I've used that title before but it encompasses so much ( Read more... )

Title encompasses the diametric opposition of the emotions I experienced ( Read more... )

This is a little out of place, even for me. I havn't written on this thing in what, over a year? But I'm back in that oh familiar rutt and cannot find solace in a person so I went searching on the internet (chat rooms were not involved) I was reading some old blogs on my myspace when I was struck with a ponder, my livejournal! So I came back here ( Read more... )

New hair and my nose is healing nicely. I can help but mess with the stud every once in a while, Im used to playing with my earrings but the fear of infection and my nose rotting away has me cleaning it every few hours or so. Im heading into mesa to see about talking to a counsler about classes, money, and everything of the sort. I cant register ( Read more... )

Well, Im signed up for Mesa and got the placement testing down and Im in basically 101 english and algebra cause I didnt want to go into trigonomitry. So far, I feel pretty good about everuthing I still just need to see a counselor to make sure Ive got everuthing right. I will be transfering to another school, which I dont know but what can you do ( Read more... )

I feel like the last monkey jumping on the bed. Its Sunday the week of my leaving. I take off on Friday sometime in the morning. So far my schedule is do nothing really today, maybe meet Paul and Valerie for coffee, start packing, nothing really besides finals until Thursday when I graduate! Uh, finally. Then the next morning I should be packed and ( Read more... )