I just got back from San Diego, had Audrey pick me up and I was totally lucky that she was in town because Will crapped out on me, after telling me to trust him (which I idioicly agreed to) and then running off to a concert with Trisha and then over to David's house...anyways. I would have relied on JP if he wasn't in New Mexico which I was not ( Read more... )

I'm in California now and got here at about noon. The flight was alright but exhausting because I had to wake up at 5:10 in the morning. But William got me to the airport realitively on time and after only a little bit of line waiting I boarded my plane. My dad and I are good so far and we're planning a snow boarding trip with my Uncle and Jake in ( Read more... )

Inside is nothing...but a sourness. Do you ever just need someone to hold you and tell you everything is all right. That they'll be there through the thick and thin? A pair of comforting arms to cradle and make you forget just how tired you are. But he wouldn't even hold me...and I hate him for it. But to comfort me would take too long, and he ( Read more... )

I've had amuscle tension headache all night and I have to go to work by 930. Nearly died in a car accident yesterday on the freeway heading to cool cafe to smoke hisha. I still can't believe what happened. I had a dream finally but it disturbed me so much that I had to wake up. I don't even know how to begin processing this. ... I didn't really ( Read more... )

Work...work...home...home...school...school...and somewhere in between that are stolen moments with William. I've been laboring head in the quern and boy an I tired. I havn't been in men's in over a week but I like it in accessories, its a bit easier. Life has been alright so far. With me its just the daily movement of routines trying to find ( Read more... )

I have to head to work by noon but until then I'll update here for a little bit. Worked nine and a half hours yesterday which sucked but in the end it'll be alright cause my paycheck with be nice. Alex isn't here again tonight and I havn't talked to my father yet. Right now, I'm just going on autopiolet going through the days with the only purpose ( Read more... )

How was everyone's newyears? Fun, I hope. Man I'm tired but I had to wake up early to do some last minute shopping and get ready to pack for tomarrow. This morning when I did wake up I sat there and long good and hard about what to do what to do. Two paths are my options for the future and just like the decions I've had to make in the past it will ( Read more... )

Alright, little quick say say before I start revving up for the new years. I'm going over to my Uncle's house and we're going to party it up. I'll do my reflective entry later since I'll be busy all of today. Hope everyone has a safe and happy new year.

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Woke up early this morning, seven o clock to be exact, to drop my dad off at work and then I had a hair appointment at Paul Mitchell's at 945. In the end, got a great haircut for only 10 bucks. Awesome. Don't really know what I"m going to do for the new years I think I"m just going over to Jake's house and playing poker with all my Aunt's actor ( Read more... )