*munch munch* mmm...doritos...it's the small things in life that one learns to cherish the most ( Read more... )

Hey all ( Read more... )

*sigh* (isn't that how most of these are started for me nowadays?) All these emotions...just...banging away inside of me. Today was not a good day...to say the least...And these past few weeks have been more or less pure hell on my emotional, physical, and mental health. I wish somedays, today especially, that I could just retreat inside my head ( Read more... )

*sigh*...isn't that I always start these things off ( Read more... )

recently I've begun to change or to myspace.com because there's so much more there that you can do...I may post here every once in a while until I have more friends over there, but I will slowly faze out lj...there have just been one too many problems.

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Yea...just as I predicted, I ended up spending New Year's alone, in my room, with a book as my only companion. Don't get me wrong, I love reading, but this whole thing proves that New Year's is just like any other night for me, no difference for me besides the fact that I didn't even have anyone on AIM to talk to because they were all at parties ( Read more... )

Ya, you know how they say everyone gets depressed around this time of the year? Well, I sure as hell feel like the only one...and it's even worse for me, because my birthday is right around here too ( Read more... )

My God...it's all only getting worse...Why I do I feel so god damned alone? I mean, there's people there, and they talk to me and stuff...but it's as if they've thrown up this wall where you can only talk through a small slit in it, or as if there's a large gap between us all of a sudeen, and all we do is yell the obvious between one another. I don ( Read more... )

God, I need something to anchor myself in life. Everything is just swirling around me in one giant maelstorm of emotions...yet as it spins round and round, I recognize everything, and the monotony is getting to me. Heh, I've been here before, I bet if I look back a few months in my LJ, maybe even back towards the end of last school year, I'll see ( Read more... )

What is it about this time of year that creates such an ill feeling about the world? Nature is full of death and decay, and my thoughts and emotions are intertwined with that same feeling of loss. This time, between the vibrant colors of Fall, and the first, true snowfall of Winter...it is no man's time. A time for pain to be dealt with and ( Read more... )