I'm not quite sure what to say
And I don't know how to say it
These feelings, they're building in me
And I want to shout them out

But how can one express emotion
When that emotion is beyond expression?
I just wish you could feel what I am
Just to understand.

I look at you across a room
I think about you constantly
I see you in all my dreams
And everyone who ( Read more... )

Why can I never seem to get a good grip on my life? It'll look like things are under control for one moment, and then the next I'm spinning in circles, doing all that I can to stay afloat. I think it's because I can be so naive about things, about feelings. I'm so out of place here, in a time when thinsg that used to mean so much now mean so little ( Read more... )

My god, my life is so screwed up right now. I definitely am in way over my head right now with something, and I'm scared that I won't be able to fix it, not without doing something that I would regret. I can't even talk about it, even when I know that the person involved would never know I had this, it bothers me that much. Ugh...why does god have ( Read more... )

And so ends my excursion into the outside world...the "real" world ( Read more... )

The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash ( Read more... )

I found the need to actively use the word "behooves" in a sentence for all the world to see...I'm not sure exactly why...but here it is anyway ( Read more... )

Just spent 4 days with a fever of 104.5...not pleasent.

Phew...what a week! I know that it's been a while since I updated, but I've just been so damned busy. As a quick addition to the last entry, I did in fact pass the rifle qualification course, so I am now a certified markesman in the US Army, the only one in my whole company, which has gotten me stoked. Ok, what else...well, I had my first Calc test ( Read more... )

God, I'm so exhausted. I working on like 4 hours of sleep a night at the moment. With PT at least 3 days a week. It's really getting to me now. I trying to remember back to the last day I actually got anywhere near 6 hours of sleep. A few days ago (I can't even remember dates, times, names...it's ugly) I had to work at this Fair as a parking lot ( Read more... )

Well, Kiddies, it's that time again. I finally found a wee bit of time to make a quick update ( Read more... )