im so tired of being here....

in this world of bullshit, i think ill eat what grows because of it...
fuck..................................................................

pain is what you make of it ( Read more... )

im still upset over the whole heather thing... i wish i could just get over it... but i dream about it, and i cry in my sleep over it. i just keep picturing them together, seeing her on top, seeing him behind her, its probably much worse in my head than what really happened... but maybe not. he had all of me. why did he feel the need to crush my ( Read more... )

bitches.

everything is crazy. i love emily. gregg is my everything... but hes the only thing in my life that has kept me somewhat grounded... i love him. life is good when greggs around... i love cas.

i really dont understand why im so depressed right now... but im hurting the people closest to me and i dont know why i do this. i feel like i let cas down... i wish i could be everything he needs. shit. fuck. damn. piss. i cant believe how horrible i am. i just want everything to be okay again. fuck.

EMILY IS NUKKA-KILLA
MATTIE IS LIKKA-SUKKA
AND I AM KRAKKA SPINE

WE COME TOGETHER TO CREATE THE MAGNIFICENT THREE!!!!

NINJAS FOR LIFE!!!!

my neighbor pierced my right wrist for me. my friend emily lost the ball to her lip ring someplace in my house. we had to go back to body tech to get her a new one. he told me that my body would reject the piercing because it wasnt deep enough, and it was a straight barbell, and not a curved one. he also said that no one in tallahassee can give ( Read more... )

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