hey, jes- im sorry its taken me so long to get those panty letters out... you should be getting the six pair from my guys soon... things have just been a tad bit crazy ( Read more... )

even though i know he didnt mean it, it still hurts... im his daughter. hes not supposed to say those things. he didnt even say it to my face.

you know how people say actions speak louder than words? well, when your father says he doesnt give a fuck about you, it really hurts.

i smile on the outside...

i still cant sleep so i cry...

i bought a car and met a great guy today.

i feel like im in haiti, there are all these beetles flyin around. they got in when my mom left the living room window open to smoke... yuck ( Read more... )

i had a great day. i got lost a few times, but it was great! eric clapton was amazing! but the whole time i was there i was thinking about toren. im always thinking about him. i need to see him. but i cant... part of its money, but i could get it. most of it is, im just now getting a tiny bit used to him not being here. if i go out to california ( Read more... )

today i get to go see eric clapton in concert!!! i couldnt be more excited... well, unless i had front row tickets to see the beatles... which would be kinda gross considering john and george have been dead quite a while. so yes, eric clapton!!! woo hoo!!! i hear this is his last tour, and so i must go... hehehehe, our seats arent that great, but i ( Read more... )

soon ill be on my own, we all will... most of my friends and i are just at that point in our lives. moving on- growing up. it sucks, but you know its what we have to do. its what our parents did, and we see their mistakes, this makes it so we dont have to make the same ones they did. we learn to live our own lives, and its so exciting to know we ( Read more... )

alrighty then, im headed back to keystone in the morning. i hadnt planned on that, but thats the way its turned out. i wont be there long, three or four weeks at the most. i feel i need to say my goodbyes before i get started with something completley new to me. i have a car lined up, as well as a school. like i said before everything is still up ( Read more... )

so thanks to jes i started reading this book 'angels and demons' by dan brown. wow!! its a such a great book. i cant put it down, and im not a big reader, but ive had the book about two weeks, but only been reading it for three or four days out of the two weeks. i cant wait to finish- which will be either today or tomorrow. i cant wait to see what ( Read more... )