i am sitting in my room..being quite bored. my contacts are bugging me.. oh my goodness. it rained on monday. it rained so much! i love the rain though ( Read more... )

alright. im in the shittiest mood ever. its humid in my room, the guy i like talks about the biggest whore ever like he likes her, i can't go out on friday, and i have shitloads of homework to do. FUCK. get me out of here. ugh. alright. im sorry i was being somewhat emo. alright.. anyways. yeah.. it makes me so fucking mad that he talks about HER. ( Read more... )

i was quite content with myself today because i ALMOST finnished my painting. lol i've been working on that for like 2 monthes now. i am a really slow worker. yep.. yeah.. and also today i made up with a friend that deeply hated me. its nice to be friends with him again especially since its not awkward anymore when we're in a big group. yesterday, ( Read more... )

man, school is HELL. ugh. i fucking hate it so much. the only reason i go to school is to see that one kid..otherwise i seriously would run off to san francisco or something. he is so adorable. he doesn't know me, and he doesn't know i look at him...thats the sad part. hes just there for me to look at. i hate it too that i don't have the guts to go ( Read more... )

A letter I also posted in a lovely community. letterstoloversDear liar ( Read more... )

high schools been okay so far. its just too much work. i wish i could just sit in my room listening to music reading a nice book. now i can't even read a good book. i found out who my favorite author is, after reading two of his books. Nicholas Sparks. such a great writer. i love how he writes his books.. all about love.. and most of them bring ( Read more... )

school..is getting much much better. i actually made a new friend who im quite attracted to.. :/ its not a very good thing considering the fact that hes kind of mean. but i don't know..hes getting nicer. homecomings coming up. ugh. i hate it. im not going..oo yesterday i saw Napoleon Dynamite. such a silly movie. i mean that movie has a llama in it ( Read more... )

whew. so many shit has happened over like the past two weeks. mostly bad.well.. my boyfriend broke up with me. turns out that he still had feelings for his ex girfriend. hmm.. she was really nice. so im not that mad or sad or anything. i mean i knew that it wasn't going to work out like the week before.. hmmpf. well im glad i stopped likeing him ( Read more... )

damn it. summers like OVER. grrr. man, but this summer, i think i've done mostly what i wanted to do. it was a nice summer. although i got in more troubles then i ever did, i loved this summer. gosh. when i look back, damn i hooked up with a lot of boys this summer! lol well..the last one its not just a hook up and im very glad its not..: ] yeah.. ( Read more... )

my daddy came home yesterday. its nice to have him around..like i don't really care but its good for my brother. i actually like hang out with his father once in a while. lol oo my dad bought me a bag from korea. its uber cute and i love it because its sort of big and i've always wanted that size becuase it looks more..i don't know sophisicated in ( Read more... )