I am absolutely exhausted! I’m so tired today, I have not had a good night sleep in 22 days (since surgery). I’m scared to sleep on my stomach for fear of smothering myself. I find myself tossing and turning through the night cause I can’t find a comfortable position where I can relax and not feel my poor boobs being squashed to death. In fact I ( Read more... )

Ok I celebrated Thanks Giving yesterday, so not much to really say on that point haha, except the oficial day is today!  Hurray no school!

I actually took the time to sit for a few hours and study for the history test.  I don't feel so bad anymore, i made notes from chapter 2 of our dry book to study.  My only real problem now is remember key ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving! I had mine this Sunday and it was surprisingly pleasant. I thought for sure I would cry from envy of everyone eating turnkey, vegetables, cranberry sauce, rise, seasoning, beef, and bread. Actually, I wasn’t upset at all. I was pleased with myself for not feeling jealous of everyone’s healthy intact jaws. I wasn’t one hundred ( Read more... )

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Today was absolutely awesome! I actually really enjoyed a stress free day :D! We had a speaker from Afghanistan come in and talk about how she survived the war. I thought it was amazing! She was so articulate and well versed, and her story was amazing! It really clue’s you in to how real their situation is. For my double free Jill, Kyla and I went ( Read more... )

Yay! At last I had a shiny nice day!  It has been exactly 15 days since surgery and they removed four of my six elastics.  It’s amazing how fast you heal.  I am allowed to remove these 2 elastics when I am attempting to eat.   I can eat smoothies, cut up pasta, mashed potatoes, and pudding.  Anything that you don’t have to chew.  Right now my gums ( Read more... )

Ok, I feel like crap.  But thats ok!  Today I had a breakdown after chemistry.  I studied all night for it, I had everything memorized!  I even knew the godamn diatomic atoms by heart!  Mrs. Aurthor said 'only study chapter 6' and thats what I studied.  What happens?  Turns out I had to memorize stupid formula's!!  What kind of sick joke was this ( Read more... )

Ok so I am seriously pissed right now. Not only am I starting to feel the depression, Jill warned me about, my sisters are able to eat amazing food and my friends enjoy awesome lunches, while I sit with a can of nutrition coated in synthetic chocolate. It makes me feel so sick. I’m taking no medication, so the pain is hard to deal with. I am ( Read more... )

Today Ashley, Jill, and I went shopping to purchase a gift for my sister, Jessica. I got her a Horse keeping book. It was full of pictures and good information (not to mention it was the only decently priced horse book). I got her the best card, it’s a monkey card! Haha I was so excited to find it, it was exactly what I had in mind too. I didn ( Read more... )

Guess what?  I went to school today!  Hurray!!  It felt so good to be around all my friends again!  Lexi, Kyla, Ashley, Sarah, Maddie and everybody :D!  I love you all so much!   Annie did the sweetest thing for me, she came up to me and gave me the biggest hug and gave me her ‘Strength’ bracelet.  She told me to wear it for the next 3 weeks so I ( Read more... )