hey ppl its a while since i wrote ( Read more... )

its been a while since i wrote in this journal, so much has gone one i dont evan know were to begin...o i got it, ill start with my brother, its been a while since i bitched about him. my family is compleatly falling apart, but im trying to keep it together but its too hard, mom and dad took patrick off there insurance and put him on his own ( Read more... )

well at 6:something tongiht pat will be 18, wow 18 thats a big number. Yesurday we decorated the christmas tree, and put the bulbs on. Dads not really in the christmas spirit this year, he only raped lgihts around the front window, not very much. theres no lights on the gutter or nothing. the lights are half the fun i think but thats just me ( Read more... )

wow, were should i start, um...well the guy i like chris today i found out who his sister is and i went to schoolw ith her for three years, i feel so werid its like every single person in the school besides me knows him, and every single person has talked to him in some way. i feel so left out. i really like him, my 3rd hour teacher mr. kevonian ( Read more... )

before the end of the day on friday we had a prep rally for the school, so we could announce home comming court witch makes me gage everytime lol, and to also get the fans and our football team rilled up for the game!! we had all kinds of contests it was so cool to watch from like the top bleachers were you could see everything in the gym. The one ( Read more... )

ok well..pat isent doing well in school..he is failing like all of his classes and mom finnally decided to punish him ( Read more... )

hmm considering my last entry was a little weird ( Read more... )

ok well to the beginning of a new stupid, gay, frustratiing, annoying, dumb, chapter of my life ( Read more... )

hmm were should i start lol, well last week my mom said she talked to the ladie who introduced me to the symphony said that she went up to the judges and asked thrm why i dident get in and they said that i played beautifuly and i ahd perfect tone and i played really well but the truth was, was that there was not a spot open for any flutes, so i ( Read more... )

well the kid joe that i like because he is really sweet nice and i lvoe his personnality, i havent talked to him in like 7 dayhs and its driving me compleatly insain!lol. Well he told me that he liked me too a little and that means soemthing i mean im not trying to like rush or anything i just think its cool that he likes me a little like i like ( Read more... )