i swear to god!!! there we go AGAIN!!! i'm sick of this crap!!! SICK OF IT!!! tell me why do i put up with everything?! i need to go yell or something before i go nuts! i swear, if i find this is true, omg you'll NEVER hear the end of it! and i actually mean it this time! you know how hard it is to pretend like nothing happen or nothing's ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of it!!! i HATE it!!! aaahhhh!!! i just "LOVE" it when you get your hopes all up, and for what.....NOTHING!!! NOTHING!!! NADA!!! ZILCH! i'm so sick of it and why do i keep putting up with it? please let there be an answer for me! i may be paranoid and bitter but that's just me and i'm sorry but I DO have that right to be! ( Read more... )

hey there!!! well i'm bored here in the school library so i've decided to update you guys some more. it's french class right now, and sandra and diana are playing with esteban's hair. they are attempting to make him look like a james logan guy! well anyways, we had a competition yesterday at capistrano valley high school and we won first. how ( Read more... )

i don't know...sometimes i'm at a lost and i don't know what to do anymore. why is it so hard for me to get over it??!!! i've tried and tried so many times, but there's just no way around it and i hate it. i wish none of it would've ever happen and i could just forget about it!!! i don't understand what is holding me back. sometimes i just ( Read more... )

hey everyone! i finally found some time to update a little so here goes. here's my breakdown for the week. the week sucked and sucks some more, if that's even possible. drama problems here and there, but we'll get over it. fatone, we'll show them! they're just gonna have to deal with us! well anywho on a positive note, i finally got to see ( Read more... )

happy president's day everyone!!! i had an okay day off. i went shopping for shoes for my debut so it was all good. anywho, well this past week has been a drag. i don't know, i think i just had a rough week. i've been thinking a lot and it's getting to me. i know i shouldn't think about it, but i can't help it, especially when i put two and ( Read more... )

hi!!! i don't know why i'm doing this, but i'm just in the mood for one of these survey thingies ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!! just felt like updating this since it's been awhile and plus no one's online so i've got the time. so yea...well today is me and ken's 7th month anniversary. i really wanted to see him today but obviously that didn't fall through. i'm just so happy that i have someone like him. he understands the situation i'm in and still he ( Read more... )

sorry, but i'm just tryin to kill time...i'm so FREAKIN' bored ( Read more... )

omg!!! we finally did it!!! city champs!!!! after all that practicing, shoot it better pay off! palmdale was a breeze yet again (when is it not?!) but anywho...i performed my heart out for city! at first i thought we only beat everyone in our division but today at school i found out we beat out everyone!!! we came in 1st out of 16!!! i was ( Read more... )