Ok, so I discovered a minute ago that the reason it has recently hurt pretty damn bad to eat is that I'm finally getting in my final 12-year-molar.

AGH. I feel like a teething baby.  Or actually like a 12 year old who is suppposed to get all four of her molars in then.

I'm just seven years late!! WOO-HOO.

Ha
The feeling, the excitement
The nerves.
What do I do?
Throw myself out there?
Get met with a smile?
Or maybe a frown, a laugh.....
And like
I could handle that.
It's interesting to want something so bad and yet
Find it difficult
To find a mean to an end.
To want something and be
Scared shitless.

Whew.  There's so much to take in.

-New classes,  teachers,  lectures,  TA's,  responsibilities,  challenges,  expectations, and deadlines
-New boys,  crushes,  friends,  roomate dynamics, and friend dynamics
-Housing for next year, possible roomates, possible potential
-New soccer teams, routines, habits, possibilities
-New beginnings, some endings
- ( Read more... )

In 2006 I..

[] stayed single
[X] got kissed
[X] kissed someone new
[ ] kissed in the snow
[X] kissed in the rain
[ ] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[X] had my heart broken
[x] broke someone else's heart
[  ] had a stalker
[ ] lost a friend
[X]had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my ( Read more... )

Guilty Pleasures
1.TV: the Bachelor, Laguna Beach
2.Movie: Center Stage
3.Music: britney spears
4.Book: cute teen books... like those gossip girl ones
5.Magazine: Cosmopolitan
6.Website: people.com
7.Food: little casear's italian cheese bread, dibs ice cream, salsa con queso
8.Beauty Product: that lotion that gradually tans your skin
9.Person: im gonna play ( Read more... )

1.YOUR REAL NAME:

Marina

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle)

Marizzle

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, last three of your last)

Mzar?

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)

Red Hummingbird... haha

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 ( Read more... )

40 of the MOST Random Questions Ever.
BE HONEST

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
In a psych lab

2. Who will be your next kiss?
No idea

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes.

4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
A week ago

5. Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes, its freezing in my room

6. When was the last time you went ( Read more... )

I feel sick.

In more ways than one.

I'm making my peace, making it with distance.
Maybe that's a big mistake.
You know I'm thinking of you.
I miss you.
You'll change your mind come monday and turn your back on me.
You'll take your steps away with hesitance.
You'll take your steps away from me.

Something's wrong.  I feel disconnected from the decisions I'm making, from the person that I am.  It's like I've fallen off the track and I have no idea how to get back on ( Read more... )

Um it's SO weird being home.  Here, I dont have to use a chair to get into my extremely high bed.  Here there's real food.  Here I don't have to wear shoes in the shower.  I even get my own private bathroom! Plus there are others rooms for me to chill in beside my bedroom! Awwww this is seriously WAY crazy.  Very surreal.  I'm stoked to be home!