Thank god for good friends.  It is so amazing to live with 5 different, awesome girls, who all care about me.  We always have other random people around too, and it finally, finally, feels like home. Feels like a family.  When I was crying the other day on the couch, one roommate forced me to go outside, get breakfast, and look at the bright side ( Read more... )

Last night was so great.  Out in the middle of the country, nowhere really, didn't even feel like Davis anymore.  Warm air, under the stars, dancing in the middle of the street, listening to amazing music, with two ridiculously awesome friends ( Read more... )

I'm speechless. So I'm not really single anymore and it's been pretty awesome.  However, there is someone else who I cannot stop thinking about.  And he's going to be in town next week, and I have no idea what to do.  Absolutely no idea.

just when you give up, and render yourself to live in the moment and accept life for what it is, someone comes into your life.  i can't help but smile.

Ok, so I need to do this.  Clearly I have been posting quite frequently to put out there all of the emotions that have been flowing within me.  Thus, this sort of caps off everything ( Read more... )

woot ( Read more... )

How could I let this happen again?

my grandfather, grandpa salazar is dying today.  i knew he was dying, but did not know until today that he would die today or that he already is dead. i do not which is true yet ( Read more... )

The phrase blind sighted comes to mind.  Though it carries a negative connotation, it does not in this instance ( Read more... )

what a trip.  i am constantly amazed by life.  daily, there is something new, and my world moves with these changes.  i've really never been happier in my life ( Read more... )