why does everyone like college so much? was there some secret "how to make these four years the best of your life" meeting at orientation that i missed out on? cause i don't get it. i can't like it. i can't connect with people like i want to. i just don't know. i don't. i want to go home. i'm done.
i don't want to go back. oh god. and now he's gone. and i don't know how long it'll be until he's back again. college ruined everything. i'm so depressed. and i barfed this morning. what a great day.
i cut my hair. it looks really good. and i did it myself. michaela is gone. i don't want to go back to school. dallas and i are about to watch the dukes of hazard. and then smoke a little. you know how it goes. i love my life right now. but in two days everything sucks again.
i do not want to go to college anymore. i want to do something more interesting. college isn't cool. at all. there's a three year fashion marketing program at the art institute. that would be fun. i'm good at having clothes. that's about it. i don't want to go to college. the end.