I see myself day by day whirling down. Shutting my emotional system down. I feel so numb inside...I say too many things have happened to me this year.. I nominate it as my most out character year... or is it simply that my character is changing, and the ultimate result will be who I will become for the rest of my life.Im lost...I'll be honest I am ( Read more... )

uwwww....hahah good song I have to say....well hmmmm...what to say, life feels a bit dull lately...( she died from an overdose)...so i found out one of my ex~s is geeting married lol. And I realize I usually end up writing my public journals when Im high haha.... But yah I am feeling dull, in all areas of my life, lack of motivation at times..... ( Read more... )

Haha...sooo just got home, took a shower and am now eating a peach. I guess I just want to remember for future references. I had an awsome night with my buds...I wasn't gonna go out last night bc I was lazy as shit haha! Well can you blame me? I had been up at 7 a.m. SO headed over to iBar, was quite good, not as packed as thursdays. Then we headed ( Read more... )

So first off..I had an amazing birthday weekends filled with tons of adventurous happening!!! Huge 200 person party fri, 311 saturday, where our car broke down and we had to go to a pajama party and sleep at some random persons house lol! (and eat their food lol!), and sunday-monday was one of the best trips of my life....shruming wow...a 7 hour ( Read more... )

Wow I was quite blazed last nite...my o my. sorry guys I got a little carried away.

Other than that can't wait for this weekend 311 concert! Marty Bailer!

Anyways...thats it for now...

Love,
Hater lol

SuddenlY i realized, it's over, and she passed...and I was glad she came, when I needed her the most to ( Read more... )

I just realizedthat I want to take a semester off, a join sum sort of peace corp n live a simple life for 5 months...

D cops came to my house today....bc my neighbors are assholes...n they mistreet their pets....wan't in fault...

Just ate some tabouli...and watermelon...can't freaken sleep....tonight atleast I think I will be in bed before 6 AM!!!! God what the hell is wrong with me.....hmmmm gonna dance tomorrow hurray...
OK..nite nite...

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