i can't even write that i have a lot to write, because i hate people knowing. whats wrong with me

soo now i'm 23, awesome. Went to NYC for the weekend and hung out with the college roomies during the birthday weekend and ended up running into a few people i knew from cornell, and 1 that knew me or recognized me somehow that I didn't really know. She was pretty hot though so maybe I should have not lost her on the train haha, she was sitting ( Read more... )

Man do I feel good, that little fucking tumor is gone...I can sneeze again without tearing up. Remarkable. I do have a nice dent in my back now though...I wonder if thats the muscle the doctor had to take out in order to get to my spine. He said he hasn't seen a back with as much muscle tissue as mine in a long time, which is strange since I ( Read more... )

Well I had surgery on Friday to take out the tumor growing on my spine. The surgery went well, of the range of possible outcomes I think the result was one of the best ones we could have hoped for. it took 1 1/2 hours instead of the projected 3-4 and my surgeon was able to easily identify it compared to the bone around it, which was one of the ( Read more... )

Well it sure has been a while ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to think right now. A couple years ago I wrote an entry about george bush, but more specifically the american people that elected him and how stupid they were. Since then, I've fallen into this pit of apathy, i can really trace it back to that about 4 years ago. That really had an effect on me that I didn't realize until ( Read more... )

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I was meant to be born somewhere I could be some surfer kid, only I was born in Mississippi

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I'm sick of the weight i put on while not exercising-waiting for my back to stop hurting so god damn much. So i decied i'm just going to start eating salad(they can be so good) and swimming twice a week until i can't walk anymore at least, and i feel SO GOOD afterwards the whole entire day. If the pool was open at more convenient times i'd go ( Read more... )