I'm still probably as angsty as last time too, just closer to 30. I graduated since then, which is neat cause not going to school is rad ( Read more... )

It just asked me if I wanted to save my restored draft. What angsty thing did I almost write before? Feeling it tonight for sure! I listened to some emo. And NOT the good kind. "Ohio is for lovers...." is that song for real? I feel like it's so emo it's mocking itself. "Cut my wrists and black my eyes, so I can fall asleep tonight, or die." I ( Read more... )

I like that the only person that reads this occasionally doesn't judge me. LJ can be my forest. Let me explain. One of the few things I like about beaverton is my mom's house, surrounded by forest. I can yell as loud as I want and no one will hear me, and I like that. I can't do that here, or the cops will be called, or people will stare, or people ( Read more... )

Evidently LiveJournal makes me think of Derek. Or vice versa. I've mentioned him in the past few journal entries, and I hardly ever write in here. I miss him, and can't wait for our Chicago trip in May. I guess I'll devote this entry to him ( Read more... )

Snugglin with the kitty cat listening to my "Love Songs" station on Pandora. A lot of em are early '90s...like Heart, and Bryan Adams. It's good if you're sulking...or relaxing. Today I'm doing a little of both. Don't wanna go to work...at all!! Seriously, so over it. I started a WoW character....I'm not telling Mike yet. But we don't really talk ( Read more... )

I know facebook is petty but Joe deleted me and he was the best mt. pleasant friend I had...I mean until a few months ago. It sucks that a girl had to get in the way of our friendship, but I'm stoked that he's happy (at least I hope, as we don't talk anymore.) But I do miss him and would give the $210 I won at the casino tonight to listen to ( Read more... )

I <3 popcap games. I played chuzzle first, it was awesome, but I got bored of it fast. I played peggle, it's fun but doesn't require a lot of strategy. Then I found insaniquarium. I played it for hours and hours, my eyes would just be pouring at 3am because I was so focused. But then it got really really hard. I tried plants vs zombies. I LOVED IT ( Read more... )

So I remember now that posting things that suck here is a terrible idea because current you thinks that future you will not want to re-live the suck. WELL DEAL WITH IT FUTURE MANDA ( Read more... )

I just wrote a very emotion filled email to someone 4000 miles away that I've never met brfore. He is a potential new boyfriend of an old friend of mine...in the mean time she has another boyfriend here...for 5 years. However, if she wants to leave everything behind, then I support and commend her decision. It also got me thinking...I've been left ( Read more... )

A Song for my kitty ( Read more... )