it's okay. but i really don't know.

its gonna be hard for you when i don't give a shit.

i'm really happy.

things feel icky right now.

i just got in a real icky mood for no reason.
i just want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i was doing good. when someone asked me "how are you?" i could say "i'm good" and mean it. i loved that more than anything. but now lately i have not been good, at all. i have been really shitty. and it sucks.

i'm also getting a cold. but right now....

i don't feel good; but i'm happy.
i am so fucking happy & i love every minute of it.
mmmm =]

today so far was a good day =] it makes me happy. and i hope tonight is fun. im just in an amazing mood. i really am. and i'm really happy with the way that everything has been going lately. i just cannot help but to smile. ahh yayayayay. and just school is good, i'm embracing math. and friends are good, i've got the best of the best. and i know ( Read more... )

i'm no good at math. math is awful. i fucking such balls at it. i failed the final last year. when i said fail i don't mean 64, i mean 42. yeah, that bad. 42/100. thats awful, i know. whatever. so i wanna get out of math & my mom said i could but now guidence is being assholes. but i don't even fucking need the class. ah its bullshit, and im not ( Read more... )

i had an amazing day so far actually. except 9th period. blahh, i'm getting out of math.

i know who my friends are. they're my ACTUAL friends. i'm gonna say a little bit about each one, cause i love them beyond words. no particular order ( Read more... )