I left wisconsin looking for something. that extra necissary componant of interest that my life was severely lacking. down here there's rarely a dull moment, weeks are so full they feel like months most of the time. what i supose i forgot about life is that terrible balance that more times than not will tilt toward pain and unhappiness. despite ( Read more... )

wow, its october. that fact hasn't really set in until just now. The fact that in just three months I'll be thrown back into what was hardly a life at all in WI. I cant stand the thought of ever leaving florida. Sure there are people i miss, that i want to see again, but i dont want my life to go back to being boring and pointless. Despite how ( Read more... )

so i'm know i'll make a kick ass ruler of the world, but at this moment the while having the weight of the world on my shoulders does not sound like a fun job to mee. i feel like i'm carrying this giant boulder, and no one realizes its there but me, so they keep asking me to carry books for them... bad anology, but i think i'm to stressed to be ( Read more... )

Very very very happy tonight! i am officially off academic probabtion!!!!!!!!! i have a2.095!!!!!! i got a b in stats and an A in disease ( Read more... )

thats right!!! i finished harry potter and the deathly hallows in ONE DAY, 24 HOURS!!!! and omg..... wow.... sad tho that its over

weird weird dream... i was in harry potter the seventh movie, and me and luna were chillin and i couldnt find ron and harry ( i'm guessing i was hermione) all of a sudden theres this parade and mcgonigal is giving out pirate hats and harry and ron step out of a school bus and run up and hug me saying that they defeated voldemort...and naturally i'm ( Read more... )

wow, i really dont update lately... i suppose i'd better. July has had some great days, but overall i'm just biding my time until i leave for disney. not working has been really nice, but its definately really boring at times. I finally got my last paycheck from the kalahari yesturday after much un needed hassle from them. 451 dollars, i have ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the day, well today is the day in ten minutes.. that i tell lauri i cannot work at kalahari any more. and it sucks, and i'm going to have a hard time doing it. i feel horrible, especially because there are times when i really enjoy my job, but the cons outway the pros, not to mention my dad and his history of car threats are coming ( Read more... )

tomorrow i work from 10 to 8, thats right my first ten hour day, i know i shouldnt bitch, because some people have it much worse but i will anyway just for the fact that i'm manning the front desk BY MYSELF for 8 of those ten hours, and of course those 8 are during peek times of the day. i just filled my tank three days ago and i already have to ( Read more... )

Tonight i've had a lot of time to think. my parents, at times, can be entirely too kind to me. they're investing so much in the idea that i'm this brilliant student, a gifted litterary mind, and sometimes it feels like they place all their hope for the future on me. which, is not bad by any means, it is every parents wish that their children ( Read more... )