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Unhealthy.  Uncalled for. Unprovoked.  What makes attraction happen?  I rode my bike for 5 hours monday.  I have little energy;  I tear up at the sound of the theme from Peter and the Wolf.

Gainesville seems wrong; I wish it wasn't

2004


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If you get sad
build a baby grav (.5L)

you will love it


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I feel alone; What if a professor did brain surgery on me and gave me a second option of consciousness?  My consciousness would slip into the other track in my brain and my brain would live there instead.  It could be however I wanted it.

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I was thinking of changing the name of my blog to "Watch Every Video I Post and ( Read more... )

One of the great loves of my life - whose value to me I once came to realize were things that mostly lived inside of myself - has taken his life, and Otis Redding can make me so deeply sad, and I keep thinking about who I am and who I have always been, and I get so confused by being alive. And this is the closest I have ever felt death, and it ( Read more... )

She owns Psychocandy and a GG Allin record on vinyl, it's rare for me to go a few minutes without her smile, she is beautiful, even if I don't agree with her reasoning all the time, she is still smart and thoughtful and spends time forming her own opinions, even if she laughs at me sometimes (all the time) she never makes me feel like less than a ( Read more... )

So I might have slept outside 2 out of the four nights I stayed in Richmond, Virginia. I also may have made out with an extremely attractive (and simultaneously absolutely insane) Lebanese violinist from Tallahassee there. And finally, I have blacked out 3 nights in the past week and a half ( Read more... )

I always shift back and forth between extremes all my life. Extreme love and hate, comfort and fear, feeling more than content with who I am to trying to close my eyes tight enough that everything I've made or lived will disappear. Sealing my lips to spilling my guts. This all makes it very hard to express myself. When I figure out how to ( Read more... )

there's only internet in one room in my new house, and my house is beautiful, please just come by it is not that far ( Read more... )

Today, Steph and I beat up the Atlantic ocean with a lot of punches, demon summoning, and energy crystals. Then we drove down every street in Orlando.