so i pulled an all-nighter last night, and it was unintentional as fuck. but i just couldn't sleep. too many things were running on my mind that couldn't be ignored, and it was too warm in my room, and my recently-drunkenly-sprained ankle was acting up and pissing me off. so i stayed up. AND ATE (non-ramen) BREAKFAST FOR THE FIRST TIME OF MY ( Read more... )

anyone who saw the entry of last night (which has since been deleted) should immediately disregard and erase from memory. it never happened. ask me "what never happened?" so i can reply with "exactly." drunken entries are always weird, and caution will be taken next time. i apologize.

yeah so since tonight has ended my drunken nights streak at 5, i ( Read more... )

i've been a really shitty friend lately. partly because i've been a little busy, and partly because i just want to be alone, and mostly because i'm an asshole. i'm spending more time alone in my room than ever before, and it's my fault as much as i wish it wasn't.

i've been in a really emotionless state lately. not happy, not sad, not mad... just ( Read more... )

so i just ripped the nyQuil, and it's time to fight it until i have no choice but to collapse in bed. original green death flavor, mmmm. fuck that cherry flavored shit, it's vomitlicious. green death is no prize, but i can get it down without gagging. i have to give blood tomorrow so i have something abou which to write my 500-word journalism ( Read more... )

so as i was going to bed last night, or should i say this morning, at 6 a.m., i had a great idea to put in my livejournal. i almost got up and started typing it so i wouldn't forget. i didn't, and i woke up wondering what my wonderful epiphany of an idea was. damnit.

i have 10 empty cans of coors light, 6 empty bottles of miller light, and 10 ( Read more... )

i feel like i am dead inside. too much tcnj, too much of the same thing. i need to get out and do things. the best i can muster is to just spend the night at home, do some laundry, catch up on some reading. see my brothers. well, my twin brother. my little brother always bugs me to hang out or to come down, but when i come home i never see him. oh ( Read more... )

ok, maybe i'm the only one, and that's fine. but there were others last year, because i remember discussing this. our school is doing the vagina monologues deal again, and i have no problem with that. speak out against sexual assault against women, let people tell their stories, i'm all for it. but why is it ok to not only write advertisements all ( Read more... )

i woke up at 5 am and drove drunk for the first time. dont ask why, i have no idea. i went to 7-11 and bought a water and a sandwich, then went back to sleep till 3:30. i remember all of it, but i can't believe that - after all this time swearing to never drive drunk - i actually did. how drunk must i have been? damnit. just another quest that i ( Read more... )

well, this was one for the ages... i woke up very early for class so i had time to do some things before it started, but changed my mind. i decided that since i can't breathe through my nose right now that i'm going to blow off class completely, and wake up at the bright and early hour of 5:20 in the p.m. brilliant. now if you'll excuse me, my ( Read more... )

i'm eating healthy right now. i don't know if this will last until tomorrow, but it will last until the end of the night. by healthy, i mean that i left the lettuce on my sandwich from 7-11. black forest ham and cheddar cheese on buttermilk bread. i've never tried it, i usually go with the buffalo style chicken or the collossal club sandwiches when ( Read more... )